FEELINGS

This poem of mine was recorded by the band Kraftberk101 who sent me a copy that I have since misplaced. Performed in a trance like monotone it is a hypnotic chiller. If I come across the CD I'll let you hear it.

 

I thought my love was underhand.

But how wrong.

So wrong.

It welled up and filled my soul.

Fast: 'till I could not hold.

And how it came I cannot explain.

But I am glad.

Glad that it came.

Glad but sad that my love,

my mixed-up feelings could never be.

I tried to show,

without flamboyance.

With discretion.

Without embarrassment,

my feelings for you,

and about you.

I did not know.

I do not know if you knew or saw.

But I longed for you to see me there.

To pluck my line and tow me in.

To give to me what I would give.

To recognise me as I did thee.

This I thought before we met,

really met I mean.

When I told, or try to tell,

of all that I did feel.

You listened.

You stayed.

You heard what I tried to say.

And thought;

not laughed or brushed words aside.

Thought and answered.

And listening to you I understood,

that subject matter it should not bloom.

That regard should remain.

That friendship live.

And for this I do thank you.

Love is a fearsome master

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