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Saturday, 3 January 2026

Hull City Of Culture



Kingston upon Hull (to name its official title) was recognised as the UK city of culture from 2017 until the next city succeeded in 2021. By 2025 Hull is still successfully on its path of resurrection having been named one of the top 25 global destinations to visit in 2026, by the internationally printed periodical, National Geographic, but why would you visit Hull.

Hull is a great place to visit and walk around and to hear music and local contemporary poets. It also has a history unrivalled by many other major British cities and centred for many years around maritime trades and "Hessle Road" ('esl road): the West Hull centre of employment, commerce and social life of families involved with the fishing industry; very rich to very poor, many suffered greatly in the  Icelandic Cod War of the 70's and for centuries whenever boats were lost, the Gaul being the most famous and enigmatic. The works of Hull born photographer Alec Gill recorded much of this from the sixties to the present day, but his work is copyrighted and I may not show it. (Search Alec Gill Hull photographer)

Hull is weird place, always rated poorly in the national press but loved by people and visitors alike (many of whom stay to work) and has many questions asked of it by "outsiders".

Since 1299 the title of this city is actually Kingston Upon Hull (the King's town upon the river Hull) and though it has been blighted by poor politics and lousy national press over the years, it is actually a great friendly place to live, with an interesting history, especially the rejection of King Charles 1st's entry into the city; an act by Sir John Hotham that precipitated the English Civil War (and the later death of Hotham). To this day fools are not suffered lightly as there is still a bit of small town clannishness.

N.B. Some words (in the poems below) have mostly local use only:
Larkin = Larking around or Phillip Larkin, the ex poet laureate.
Tigers = Hull City football club. (Whole city)
Robins = Hull Kingston Rovers rugby league team (East Hull)
Airlie Birds = Hull FC rugby league team (West Hull) after street address (Airlie St.) of old stadium.
Quakers = As in the Quakers of quasi religious and benevolent fame (see pictures below).
Whitefriars / Blackfriars = Religious orders whose locations gave Hull street names.
Land Of Green Ginger = A small street in Hull (See web details)
Reckitts / FerensNeedlersRosedowns = A few of many famous families / companies from Hull.
Frys = A famous Bristol based chocolatier Quaker family who inspired the Reckitts of Hull.
Mucky Buckies = Children of Buckingham Street.
Montrose's = The gang in Montrose street.
Farreey = Vast and semi-derelict railway land storing timber, gangs and girls.
Johnny Greensides = His mum was my first crush.
Mitchell Brothers = Of the Mitchell family, the hardest we knew, into bikes and removals.

Anyway, here are poems I wrote specifically about Hullalong with some pictures.

HULL

Hull is not a rat-race.
Hull is a nice place.

Hull is not chav-town
Hull has thrice a crown:
a king’s town.

Kingston Upon Hull;
Larkin land,
full or Tigers, Robins and Airlie birds,
and parks and memories of Quakers as great as the Frys,
not the Whitefriars
nor the rare Blackfriars
nor those of the Land Of Green Ginger,
but Reckitts and Ferens,
Needlers and Sizers
bobbers and jobbers
dockers and packers
trawlermen and lightermen,

independent spirits one and all.
Hull is a king's town.
Let no-one put us down!

THIS IS 'ULL

The firm leatherette feel of well rolled tarmac
and it’s once warmed smell,
and the blackened knees and hands
of interaction
are familiar prints in my galleried mind.
A grey playmate;
a giver of second-hand chewy
and ciggie ends,
uniquely flavoured
but eagerly sought for secondary use
or swops.

Our street,
our Hull street
was our street,
not for Courtney street's gang,
not Mucky Buckies
nor Montrose's
it was our Upton Street,
a dead end street
of clean houses
of clean people
in clean beds
and mucky, happy kids.

Hull was a small place
till I was 11 but I never knew it,
our world was our street,
our wood yard at the dead end
our "farreey" across the drain
where trains and girls could be explored
in equal measure,
ducking down in the long grass
if anyone came.

I didn't know that I lived in a city called Hull,
but I knew my friends,
their parents and Johnny Greensides
who owned the only car.
and the original Mitchell brothers
on their rocker bikes,
hero’s in leather and white scarves.

I was happy in Hull.
I am again happy in Hull.
Even the immigrants are happy in Hull
’cos we are Hull,
we are Kingston Upon Hull
and proud,
proud to know most people;
southerners and media,
even Yorkshire folk
don't really know us well,
'cos 'ull is our secret,
a hoard of decent friends.

Sunday, 17 August 2025

A DOG IS FOR LIFE





Black dog,
black dog,
faithful you are,
silent in attendance
or waiting afar.

Black dog,
black dog,
loyal as you are,
when I have to tend you,
I just want you afar.

Black dog,
black dog,
you're gnawing at my soul,
do I have to fight you?
me? myself alone?

Black dog,
black dog,
no master of you am I,
for you are an alfa;
for whom I may well die.

Black dog,
black dog.
Black, black,
black;
bad dog.






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Thursday, 15 May 2025

FOURAS - An ode to Fouras-les-Bains

Here's a poem that wrote itself as I was thinking of its topic.

Fouras is a lovely coastal town in France, with a live link to one of its five beaches, but it is best you know before reading this poem, that in its name the S is silent. It is not FourAS but FourAH.


Plage Sud Quay

Hurrah, hurrah for Fouras
My precious little gem
I found her many years ago
We've been in love since then

Hurrah, hurrah for Fouras
I'll soon see her again
She'll greet me as a friend
Her beauty and charm to lend

Hurrah, hurrah for Fouras
My lovely, lovely friend.


N.B.
Fouras is easily loved and is ideal for lovers of any age. Welcoming and yet charming, a "grande vacance" here will relax, invigorate and induce a state of "l'amore".

Lovers of Fouras

Tuesday, 13 May 2025

WAR (Especially modern warfare)


Through the mists of time,
the shrouded depths of eons past,
come the cries of futility and war,
of fallen men, fallen empires
there is no more.
Through the experience of time nothing is learned,
nothing understood,
war kills, stifles, rots and maims;
there is no good.
A war breeds heroes
hate and vengefulness,
it fractures nations
and cosmopolitan in its progress
becomes more, "Couldn't care less".
War of today in these mists of time
indiscriminate with public to view,

could envelope the world of nations, 
families;
me and you.














Feb 17 2022 - Please Mr. Russia do not invade.
                       USA keep your nose out. 
                       UK stop pretending you matter.

Feb 21 2022 - Here we go! National military complexes with too much stock?

Jun 08 2023 - Is the USA escalating atrocity or merely de-stocking?
                        Is the USA wrong?


Jun 11 2023 - Ukraine joining Nato is a WW3 trigger.
                         Pacts such as this started WW1 and WW2.
                         Still Ukraine want to join NATO

Jun 12 2023 - NATO avoid global repercussion of accepting Ukraine.
                          Ukraine must know NATO doesn't want their war ...

Sep 11 2023 - Oh no, these Two crackpots are talking - watch out!

Jul 01 2024 - Hungary's prime minister Viktor Orban becomes the rotating president of Europe for 6 months, which will strain relations with Ukraine as he is a known friend of Russia's president, warmonger Vladimir (I always put the boot in) Putin. Orban wants to see a ceasefire and is critical of the wests military aid. My question is why and what is in it for Orban?

Jul 04 2024 - Do real Russians never get to know of  this wanton and flagrant waste?

Nov 18th 2024 - A very important/dangerous decree was made by outgoing US president Joseph Biden, in that he allowed Ukraine to commence firing American made long-range missiles into Russia. His reason seems obscure (to me) other than to leave the incoming teams of Donald (the crazy) Trump some real world problems to tackle, whilst they "Make America Great Again". I think Biden is saying as much to Trump as he is to Putin - you are both as bad as each other, so bring it on! This decision may have some historic significance. Putin of course responded with some familiar nebulous threats and let off an ancient ICBM toward Ukraine, whilst the once proud Russian citizens continue to submit to his lunacy or their role in his "meat grinder vanity war". 

Feb 13th 2025 - With a change of  the American president there came a change of  the "official line", which is that Trump wants the Russian war in Ukraine ended, probably because of costs and Trump's desire to look good. Either way, he has set the new agenda, no-matter who does or does not like his approach. Obviously the cessation of any war is good, but I'm pretty sure many Ukrainians feel abandoned to their fate.
                       
Here are links to some of my other war poems:





Here's a poem I came across by an artist called Mark Automaton

SHALLOW GRAVE
The freedoms that we fought so hard to save
Are snatched out of our desperate grasping hands
And buried in an unmarked shallow grave

Despite our struggle, valiant and brave
They slowly seep away like hourglass sands;
These freedoms that we fought so hard to save

So helplessly we faced that tidal wave
And what became of all our hopeful plans?
They're buried in an unmarked shallow grave

The zealots fulminate and rant and rave
They seek to sabotage with their demands
The freedoms that we fought so hard to save

And when they gain the power that they crave
No clemency for any who withstand
Just burial in an unmarked shallow grave

And now we're little more than galley slaves
We blindly follow all of their commands
The freedoms that we fought so hard to save
Lie buried in an unmarked shallow grave

credits

from IMPOSSIBILISM, released January 4, 2023
Ukraine Russia Russian Invasion Ukrainian Suffering Russian Bastards, Keep out, WW11

Tuesday, 4 March 2025

RING


There's a ring of truth upon my finger
protecting me from the past.
A ring of contentment white with age
forevermore to last.

A sign of fidelity
confirming reality,
in a groove of mutated skin,
proving my tears
after all these years,
are only wept for you.

There's a ring of truth upon my finger
fusing my soul to yours.
A golden truth, for all to see,
a bonding force twixt you and me,
a cover for still youthful skin
a proof of love, through thick and thin.













MARRIAGE Married BETROTHED Life Partner LAURENCEAUX England YONEL

Monday, 4 November 2024

OLD SOLDIERS NEVER DIE, THEY MERELY FADE AWAY (They die only when found)


For many days I've likened to death,
shot in the arm, the leg and the chest;
and laying on mud therein a ditch,
I've prayed for an end - to toss in my pitch;
but no-one's heard me - no-one's seen;
as I fight for death - to forget what's been.
I fight for death but she's taking her rest;
so I merely exist in my time of pain;
and I'll never die, I'll just exist,
I'll never move and I'll never stir,
for as long as mankind - I'll always be there.


Some soldiers were brought back


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OH WHAT A LOVELY WAR

This original poem was inspired by the film "Oh! What A Lovely War".

The war wasted men,
the trench souls
and minds
puppeteer'd from above
by moustachioed children.


Rapacious rats
crawled over dead
zombies of patriotism
and thoughtless death,
as they enriched the soil with blood.


And the glory of death is remembered.
The warmth of sacrifice cherished.

For the good of peace
death was refereed by God
who was on both sides,

helping poppies to grow;
orange spotted with black.


One for each man:
dried blood stains
on the face of a gas attack,
picked in bunches
and held in a virginal hand.


And the glory of death is remembered.
The warmth of sacrifice cherished.















The original version of this poem was written by myself in the 80's, but my ageing hubris (in 2025) makes me think this version is more concise. Please forgive me if you disagree.

Version 2

The war wasted men,
the trench souls and minds
herded from above
by moustachioed children.

Rapacious rats
ate dead zombies of patriotism
and thoughtless death,
who enriched soil with their blood.

Yet the glory of death is remembered
and the warmth of sacrifice cherished.

For the good of no-one
death was ignored by God,
who merely helped poppies to grow,
orange, spotted with black.

For each man a Poppy,
reminders of dried blood
on the face of a gas attack,
picked in bunches to die again.

Yet the glory of death is remembered
and the warmth of sacrifice cherished.


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11/11/11 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month, lest we forget?


The war wasted men,
the trench souls
and minds
puppeteered from above
by moustachioed children.


Rapacious rats
crawled over dead
zombies of patriotism
and thoughtless death,
as they enriched the soil with blood.


And the glory of death is remembered.
The warmth of sacrifice cherished.


For the good of peace
death was refereed by God
who was on both sides,

helping poppies to grow;
orange spotted with black.


One for each man:
dried blood stains
on the face of a gas attack,
picked in bunches
to be held in a virginal hand.


And the glory of death is remembered.
The warmth of sacrifice cherished.















La poem en Francais? :........

La guerre a gâché les hommes,
les â mes de tranchée
et les esprits
marionnettiste d'en haut
par des enfants moustachus.

Rats rapaces
rampé sur morts
zombies du patriotisme
et la mort sans réfléchir,
comme ils ont enrichi le sol avec du sang.

Et on se souvient de la gloire de la mort.
La chaleur du sacrifice chérie.

Pour le bien de la paix
la mort a été arbitrée par Dieu
qui était des deux côtés,
aider les coquelicots à se développer;
orange tacheté de noir.

Un pour chaque homme:
taches de sang séchées
face à une attaque au gaz,
cueilliens en grappes
et tenu dans une main virginale.

Et on se souvient de la gloire de la mort.
La chaleur du sacrifice chérie.

Saturday, 11 May 2024

LOVE HURTS (TROUBLED TIMES)



(An Actor)

An experience in my life that I can never forget, nor really comprehend, was the breakdown a close friend endured very early in adulthood. I was told stuff by the medics, but knew only that we both were bewildered at the time and, with hindsight, emotionally bonded. I tried to remain "strong" and "chipper" but still feel I let them down. This poem was one of many from that time.


If you think of dying
don't leave me alone,
tell me in the morning,
or warn me on the phone.

If you want to leave this world,
just want to get away,
I think I'd like to come along,
but maybe not today.

If you want to leave me
try to tell me why,
so I can understand you,
as I begin to die.

Though you have your troubles
and suffering we are,
call me anyway,
we'll chat in the car.

Above all else,
and this is paramount,
know you are my Chessy
loved,
without a doubt.

Saturday, 30 March 2024

GRASSHOPPER


The night draws in as the air cools,
and stillness is all around.
The world waits for a new day,
for the breaking of allegiance to darkness,

and our stillness is profound.
Talking and caressing,
laughing then sleeping,
the night it makes us close,
and laying there,
cheek to cheek in the cool of the silent night,
we'll draw inwards to each other with a glow of life;
with a glow of life and love?
For laying there on the bed in the stillness of night,
beside your body fair;
no more do I want,
no more do I care;
for as long as I lay with you there.




Postscript:
For me this early relationship was intense because I was way out of my emotional depth. There was no shallow-end here, just that deep longing pushing me around like an irresistible tide. With the purity of hindsight I would now paraphrase a lyric by Joan Armatrading and say this to Julie.

Little darling, I believe you helped me a lot
You took me by the hand and lead me where you willed
No conversation, no wave goodnight
(we) Just made love with affection

When transposed into the past tense is this poem better, invoking a little melancholia?

            The night drew in as the air cooled
            and stillness was all around.
            The world waited for a new day,
            for the breaking of allegiance to darkness,

            and our stillness was profound.
            Talking and caressing,
            laughing then sleeping,
            the night it made us close,
            and laying there,
            cheek to cheek in the cool of the silent night,
            we drew inwards to each other with a glow of life;
            with a glow of life and love?
            For laying there on the bed in the stillness of night,
            beside your body fair;
            no more did I want,
            no more did I care;
            for as long as I lay with you there.

Sunday, 24 March 2024

TENDING MY ROSE

As we age and start to look beyond the excitements of youth, a need for personal closeness beyond that of  "mates" begins to gather momentum. Not quite a nesting instinct that will come later, but a quiet murmuring in the backwaters of your mind, incessant and sometimes worrying, that comes upon you regularly like a tide, it cannot be turned and sometimes you feel you are drowning in "something" other than self-pity or mere lustfulness. You just know you are ready for a meaningful and loving personal relationship.

Such feelings of unresolved longing, of ennui, can almost consume a person's normal thoughts and a malaise with social withdrawal from those "settling-down", getting married and "nesting" into parenthood. Your need to follow them can become overpowering and sometimes lead to acts of embarrassing social desperation. This I have experienced.

Talking to a piece of paper via a poem may help (as it did me), and a few tears are not uncommon, but best kept secret (I thought).

The following words were/are a retrospective confirmation that I had found someone (my wife of many years) and that in my former barren garden of  life I tended a beautiful rose, who is actually called Rose.

I wish for any readers approaching their time of "settling-down" that your segue goes smoothly.


Wandering the garden of life
I longed for a flower.

I needed a flower,
for looking about others tended theirs
large and small
short and tall;
and I tended nothing.

Through my winter of life
nothing grew till I found you.

I longed for a flower
and found a rose.




Friday, 22 March 2024

Mothers Love (or do they?)


In the UK two child brothers were sentenced to indefinite detention for the appalling abuse and torture of two unrelated boys; a prophetic conclusion to their "toxic life" finally came to pass, as it has for two similar feral killer children.

Leaving aside the ritualistic media driven "investigations" and "new" recommendations that inevitably followed, adding to the burden on the shelf of hard-core social service failures and the burgeoning (and yet somehow restricting) cannon of advice papers, guidance documents and ineffective government directives; when will we allow ourselves to ask the most fundamental of questions, 

Who wrecked the lives of these children?
Who to prosecuted for destruction of their rightful expectations?
Who allowed their lives to be so "toxic"? 
Who allowed "care" to reach a point where lives were taken or children broken to become so sociopathic as to render as fully-fledged sadistic beings.

Who but their "parents" of course!

Agencies who have legislation to effectively intercede in any child's history may fail, but rolling back a child's history leads ultimately to their "parents", most importantly their mother. God only knows why women conspiratorially stand by men (and vice-versa) who foul their children on a daily basis; who fear, loathe and attack their "partner" and yet still "love" them? I don't think I'll ever know but my desire to see punishment fitting a crime also encompasses a desire to see the catalysts of crime punished equally.

The parents of these boys had so obviously abused them through neglect and (dare one still say) a complete lack of any effective social guidance, also deserve punishment. If they have remaining children it can only be assumed they are equally damaged and in need of help, but what seems certain is they do not need those parents! Lock-up the adults for the same amount of time as the underaged thugs they "raise".

The oft' quoted Jesuit motto, "Give me a child until he is seven and I will give you the man," seems to be most appropriate at this time, so look after your kids please, as you would like them to look after you. (Once the state completes its rollback to the Victorian model of family support.)

Though I did not write the following poem I wish I had, for I admire its ability to express an obvious anger without any incitement to violence. Author PAUL ENGLAND is slowly documenting what we take to be his life’s experiences and I believe he deserves a wider audience.

A MOTHER SO COLD

Mother let me tell you
I don't give a fuck;
shit, I felt it too
when fathers place you took.

Am I a child you could not hold
you callous fucking cunt,
you call me cold!
shit, you've got some front.

For father told me this;
how ready you are to scold,
so excuse me all you people
if I am talking bold,
but mother said some shit
that went and touched my heart,
so I'll take her to my rhymes
and rip that bitch apart.

I'm crying while I write
‘cos this shit hurts to say
but I feel I have to write
‘cos the pain won't go away.

You see there is a line
but you crossed that long ago,
that day you got so selfish
and dad walked out the door.

So keep your love
and save it for another,
for what you've done to me:
you just can't be a mother.


On average, at least one child is killed each week in the UK, often at the hands of guilty parents or "carers"; this statistic as changed little for decades and is apparently an intractable problem. I'd want both parents forcibly sterilised. What would you have done with this lot?

     August 2020 - Bimbo killer mother
     Mar 2024 - As should her "man", with commentary
                        This sub-human should hang for his crime ... 
                           Caught on CCTV pushing a baby's corpse an laughing
Jailed for 30+years, Urfan Sharif and wife would die under Pakistani Law - so send them back! The murder inquest takes place in April 2027! (reflecting the chaos in the court's systems)

    May 2025 - A bastard, selling her children into God only knows what.
    Oct 2025 - Rebecca Shuttleworth should be sterilised
Good ol' Becki

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Friday, 8 March 2024

SUSAN FEWSTER R.I.P.

Yesterday my sister-in-law died of cancer. We will miss her greatly. She was the bedrock of many people's life, steadying for them their twists and turns of life with selfless dedication and little thought to her own requirements. She was a loyal, friendly, helpful, supportive and caring person who we will miss greatly and think of often.  Sue Fewster , Susan Fewster , Susan Fewster (nee Markham) , Sue Fewster (Nee Markham) , Bat Bat , batbat ,

Susan Fewster R.I.P.


I have come to the end of my journey
and the sun has set for me,
but I want no rites in a gloom filled room;
why cry for my soul set free?
Miss me a little please
but not for long with heads bowed,
remember my love or friendship
and smile when I’m not around.
Take care of yourselves my friends,
may your care of others abound;
take time to reflect upon the Earth
and what you leave to be found.

* This poem was inspired by an original by Christina Georgina Rossetti
























With hindsight her hospital (Hull's Castle Hill) made a pigs-ear of her treatments - undue delays in treatment (due to petty strike action and the catch-all excuse of COVID), "lost" test results, "trying" different medications like they didn't really have a clue (or much interest), different doctors popping-in to ask inane questions, as if they were there out of curiosity to see what near-death looks like. There was nothing more telling than when one nurse on the ward confided, "you wouldn't treat an animal like this". Complain you may say? 

What's the point of taking on a well oiled excusing and denial machine.

Cancer patients at risk, again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and  again.

Update 11th Nov 2025: Being ranked 119th of 121 UK hospital trusts reflects the dire and inexcusable performance in Hull -  0 of 3 targets met and over 50% failure of diagnosis to commencing treatment requirement.

Wednesday, 27 December 2023

MISS AFFECTION


Miss affection where are you now?
Miss affection, I need your hand in mine.
I miss you miss affection.
Know the state I'm in
and realise I miss you
miss affection.

Personal comment - There was more to this.

Tuesday, 19 December 2023

YOUR LOVE



I read your letter,
became aware of your love,
its depth and purity,
forgiveness and loyalty,
a love untainted by conditionality
with joyous forgiving
and ever-present hope;
and I envy that love,
for I have no reply.

Personal comment - this poem was a  response to a letter after a choice.