LOVE (NO MORE?)

Choices can be painful, as was evident at this time.

  

If I could express that that I feel,

for a beautiful girl,

before whom I'd kneel,

this page I'd fill to it's depthless full,

with indistinct feelings,

to others so dull;

but I cannot say that that I feel,

for even to me, this feeling's unreal.

To reveal her name, this I can't.

We have our secrets,

I shan't.

But she to me is all the world,

filling my thoughts,

most absurd;

and now as I write I think of her ... 

    

"Why did we end it girl so fair"? 

Personal comment - At this time, "Alison" by Elvis Costello was popular and really resonated with my feelings; expressing far more eloquently what was in my heart, which did not hasten recovery from a love lost. Time passed, as it does, but my mind was drawn back and soon after I wrote this poem.

MISS AFFECTION

Miss affection where are you now?

Miss affection, I need your hand in mine.

I miss you miss affection.

Know the state I'm in

and realise I miss you

miss affection.